OK I admit it the search for my half-orange should really be changed to making lemonade out of lemons. I have been feeling less then optimistic after thinking I was going to end the year on high, but I was reading another blog today (http://www.thefrisky.com/post/246-dater-x-the-pressure-of-the-new-years-eve-date/) and there were a couple things the author said that really struck me. She was lamenting about a guy she had been seeing who pulled the fade. I know I have been there, but then he had the nerve to call her out of nowhere and ask her to be his New Years Eve day.
Hello Mr. I was an Asshole…I am Sorry...Yes you are sorry if it took you 3 months to figure out you were an asshole. (Sorry had to get that out).
So like the author I recognize that I am an awesome, smart, hot, caring woman who is trying to be the best person I can be. Note I said trying no one is perfect. And in 2010 I have given too much time to men who either have attempted to use me or generally disrespected me. A man should make you feel like a 10 on all levels and like the author I want to feel valued. I want to feel special. I want to feel adored. And I want to feel those same things for someone else. But I’m done putting energy into guys who don’t make me feel wonderful.
So I am putting out in the universe if you want to play games or use someone…find someone else I don’t have time for you.
